Something I overheard last night: “I don’t want you daddy, you smell like cheese…I want want mama! She smells fresh!”
Maybe it’s because I haven’t had any dairy since last Friday. I like eating cheese but it makes me sick and I’m finally facing up to that fact. Luckily for me I found a neat vegan recipe book at the tip shop on Saturday. I think I’m eating better than I have in years! Of course I feel awful this week as all the toxins flood through my system and out but at least I smell fresh LOL.
(sorry, just a brief stop-in. I promise photos next time of my messy garden before it goes under covers while the exterior of the house is being stripped and painted. I also must share some of the adventures of the bumbling brewing co. We bumble, but we make nice beer ;>)
I just thought I’d update for anyone who was wondering what had happened to me. Gosh, that makes it sound like something happened to me when really it’s just been an oddly busy month or so.
I’m working part-time for the next few months and going back to “real” work has been interesting on a number of levels. It’s hard being back in front of a computer for two eight-hour days each week, but fortunately the weather has been awful for most of the days I’ve worked so far. It’s far harder to sit in front of a computer and concentrate on work when the sky is clear. It’s also been interesting being back in my old world-my pre-children, pre-garden world. It’s clarified some stuff for me.
The other reasons I haven’t been here are that I’m still working on a huge “sorting out my house” project which is supposed to make my life better in a million different ways (It’s just taking a long time to sort through the crap both physically and metaphorically), and I’m dithering about homeschooling again. If you think I dither about my garden -ha! That’s nothing compared to the way I’ve been dithering about homeschooling for the last 8 or 9 years. At the moment elder son is going to school when I can drag him (kicking and shrieking literally some mornings) and my younger son is learning at home with me which naturally means I’m spending less time on the computer and more time painting, reading, trying to organise the house so that their room-sized creations are more manageable and generally trying to parent in a way that is more concious and fully present in the moment.
I hope you’re enjoying spring. I have a list of jobs to do in the garden and, quite unlike me, I’ve actually written them down!
I love my mum.
No sooner than I’d said to her “I’ve just heard about this new craft magazine”, my mum retrieved her copy and pressed it into my hands. This magazine was made for me! The first issue told me how to re-cover my sad little 1950s dining chairs with salvaged billboard vinyl (let’s just pretend I will actually do this) and the second issue told me how to build a coldframe out of an old window and skip timber. How cool is that!
World Sweet World
So, my garden isn’t feeding me but it’s ok. I have beer.

(Thanks to a very kind and generous friend who has shared his equipment in exchange for the space. Resource sharing is GREAT!)
Sometimes I just feel like the garden hates me.
Yes, I know. Irrational.
It’s just the winter garden thing and feeling more frustrated than usual about the rain and cold and lack of money. The only solution is to go outside right now and build the new garden bed. Right now. I’m turning off the computer right … NOW.